friday...

i guess it was one of those days in school where we were very free...had nothing to do...spent the time talking stories n crapping...my friends were practically bashing me...coz on the drama competition day after our performance we were free...so i was at the field watch some march pass that they had...then i got to know this one girl...if i still remember she said her name was yap liew kuan or something like that la...coz i was so disappointed think about the drama thing...i was not focused on her...then she spoke a while n asked for my hp no,n i was still blur...i guess she thought i was ignoring her,n she smiled n walked away...=.='...my friends were seriously bashing me for that...i felt bad for her,i didnt mean to ignore her...i was just thinking about something else...haha...plus...i wished it was someone else (wouldnt wanna mention name)...today i saw she was very busy doing her homework n stuff...made me wonder y am i so free when she is busy...haha...after school came back home n slept...had to wake up for tuition at 4.30...haizzz...bio class...but it was quite an interesting chapter la...came back home n something really i didnt expect happened...out of nowhere she chatted with me...that was like after 3 weeks not even an hi...but i dont know la...there will be times she speaks to me...there will be times she just ignores me...i just dont understand...but anyway,i'm glad she spoke to me...

lucky me...

today was quite a good day...first thing went school...pn kamales,our drama teacher came n said that we got 4th place for the comp...n the judges were happy with our perfomances...only thing slack was our time...if we finished in time we could have got something...but its ok la...she was quite happy...coz we didnt just go out there n loose...we gave our best shot...all did well...but to do well n loose,its a bad bad feeling...but i guess we'll be performing in school next month for bulan bahasa...haha...thats cool...then...say went on quite smooth...then bio time...miss maha asked for our english paper...the one that i went our of topic...according to her...if we followed last year's format,what i did was correct...so those of us who went out of topic got some marks because she remarked our paper...but i was still not sure if i would get an a...lucky me,i actually got an a...so my results this time...its ok la...9a n 1 b...haizzz...b for physics...that also 69...just 1 more mark...but its ok if b this time...i'm aim all for trial...hopefully the whole of alfa can score straight a's for trial n spm...that'll be a record...haha...i scored well...but i'm still not happy...i dont know y...weird weird...came back home...my mum didnt believe that i got a for my english...coz i showed her my paper the day before that n that i got 60 earlier...haha...but she eventually did la...didnt go tuition also...ponteng...tired la...needed some rest after the drama comp n things taht have been happening around me...at night only did add maths homework n ended up slept off...haha...had around 2 question which i didnt do...

drama~

the whole drama team...gonna miss all the
practising days
all the make ups being done before our turn...
looks like i'm in some animated cartoon world...
with suann...both our faces are so oily...
full of sweat,haa...
hakim aka pak tuai,predip aka jawing,
navien aka jamal n our hero...
richard aka libau...
11th jun...

the day was finally here...after we been practising for week...even the start of the day went bad for us...suppose to leave school at 6.30 but ended up leaving at 7...thanks to the damn bus driver who came late...it was in pj...so with the jam n stuff we had to reach there before 8 or else we will be disqualified...lucky for us teacher spoke to someone n ended up that all the school are actually stuck in a jam n most came late...so we were not disqualified...but one thing...it was a stiff competition...all the teams were good n we were the 8th team to perform...the 7 before us were good n each n everyone performing scared us...haizzz...but we went out there n gave it all we had...but unfortunately for us...have no idea how we went over the time given...coz in school we are usually in bar with the time...plus the audio cable had some prob towards the end...haizzz...but u managed somehow...the last 2 teams that performed was really good...well not the last 2 actually,its the 9th team,was very good...the last team was the host,seafeild...they were the only team to finish on time...haizzz...all the performance finished around 2.30...so we were free till 3 plus before the closing ceremony...when they announced the results as expected we didnt win,the host got first...that was seriously unfair...everyone expected the team no 9 to win...but they got 2nd...everyone was disappointed with the judges decision...though we lost...it was a cool experience...drama comp can be scary...not at district level...but at state...came back home around 6 n had to rush to tuition...fuhh...tiring but enjoyed it...

SIENZZZ...

tuesday was a bad bad day...except that i got good results for my chemistry n bm...but as expected...my bi...haizzz...very sad,my essay went out of topic...n it costed me my A...i got a B...it has to turn up to be my spoiler...actually i dared myself...that if i really like her,i would do my best in the exam...so far...i have been proving myself right,except when it came to english...haizzz....i guess somethings are just not meant to be...but whatever happens life has got to move on...i'm just glad that i have wonderful friends to support me through the hard times...but sometimes...i feel as in faith is being to hard on me...haizz...anyway enough craping coz i might end up crapping even longer if i continue...haha...tomorrow is gonna be competition...didnt have practise today...teacher wanted us to get "enough rest"...tomorrow got to be in school by 6 n we r leaving school at 6.30...dont know what time we will be back...the district comp took us till 4 in the afternoon and this is state...i think it'll be 6 to 7 by the time we reach back...haizz...anyway...just hope for the best...we r gonna give it all we got...n c what the results turns out to be...


9th jun

arrg...back to school...didnt have much problem waking up in the morning...been waking up early morning for the past one week except for the sat...the first few things that struck my mind in the morning was EXAM RESULTS!!!plus i get to c her after 2 weeks...not sure if that was a good thing or not...i'm just mixed up...its like i dont really know what i want n what i dont...but i cant think much now...infact i'm trying not to...i need to be focused...the drama competition is coming near...just 2 days away...but whatever it is,its never easy to let go everything just like that...haizz...got some of my results n it seems good...except for my english...according to teacher i did badly...haizzz...y?of all the subjects...haizz...plus got to stayback for drama practise...lucky i did some of my tuition homework in school...coz i reached back home around 6 n tuition was at 7...so managed to finish up all tuition homeworks...so maybe next time i should try doing my tuition homeworks earlier on sat or sun...

tired~

7th jun
forgot write yest...haha...well nothing to write also...watch tv the whole day...nothing else to do...n ohya...met this old friend of mine...she is from teluk intan,perak...standard 3 friend...after that never c then suddenly she added me...haha...i was suprised...but cool...its always cool meeting old friends...then evening went for a wedding...sienzz...didnt wanna go but had to since it was my father's good friends daughter's wed...haha...but it was ok la...sat there n did nothing...came back home n slept...school gonna start...better sleep as much as possible...later cannot sleep...haha...

=.=...

6th jun

well...didnt post it on that day...was kind of busy n tired...but it was a fun day in a way...went out with friends to play futsal...it was fun though i'm not that good at football...kind of good to release all my tentions n forget about some things...actually it wasnt that expansive coz quite a number of us went...lets c...i think it was...me,leo,kummarah,divesh,thomas,mark,joshua,gabs and ray...spent the whole 2 hours playing n crapping...haha...then we had an idea of dropping by at leisure mall but to think about it lucky we did not...i mean,we were all smelly n sweating...haha...not gonna go to leisure mall like that...haha...so we decided to go back...leo n i were planning of watching some movie at home but both ended up sleeping...haha...i woke up n it was 4 plus de...haizz...had to go tuition...plus it was bio...a boring one...but overall my day was good la...at least i didnt think of her much...haha...happy for that...

5th jun 08

today was another ordinarary day...went back hometown today...not far la...just about 15 minutes away from my house...wonder y i went...it was so boring...nothing to do...i was practically spending my time go merempit...enjoyed doing it...especially now when i'm frustrated...i was practically flying at 100 plus in the narrow route at my hometown...not bothered about my safety...dont know y...i was just not bothered...haizz...haha...but it would have been better if leo came along...usually we go merempit together ...its better when u have someone to merempit with...haha...went tuition straight from there...haizz...so much of homeworks leh...tired~!!plus...its already a week i didnt message or chat with her...not even a simply hi...haizz...need to pull myself up...but i really doubt myself now...dont know if i could...dont think i could...its just that everything seems so hard all of sudden...traying to look at the brighter site of life...but here,its different...i dont know which is the brighter site...everything seems so dark...arggg!!!

4th jun 08

ola ...well,my first time blogging...not really used to it yet...but i will soon...lets c...today was nothing much...went school in the morning for drama practise...comp next wed...tired with so many things happening around me...we been practising for the past 2 weeks,so hopefully we can gain something in the comp...later need to go tuition...life is really busy...plus just 4 more days n school reopens...got to go school...i dont really know if i miss school o not...i'm just plain confused n loss...many things i wished never happens happened...n many that i wish for never happened...haizzz...still cant forget her...dont know what else is coming...but i got to prepare myself for it...