just felt like it...

writing after so long...dont know y just felt like it...few things in my mind...where do i stand as a friend to my friends...some how rather i just feel i am not good enough...or is it just because i rate people higher than what they rate me to be...sometimes it just feels like i have all the friends i can ever wish for in the world...n sometimes it just feels like i am all alone without anyone...i hate this feeling of uncertainty that i get...its 2.30 i am suppose to be hitting bed...but i just cant..stupid brain just cant stop thinking...if it is true that i am not good enough...i am gonna have to change myself...to be a better person.,..