just felt like it...

writing after so long...dont know y just felt like it...few things in my mind...where do i stand as a friend to my friends...some how rather i just feel i am not good enough...or is it just because i rate people higher than what they rate me to be...sometimes it just feels like i have all the friends i can ever wish for in the world...n sometimes it just feels like i am all alone without anyone...i hate this feeling of uncertainty that i get...its 2.30 i am suppose to be hitting bed...but i just cant..stupid brain just cant stop thinking...if it is true that i am not good enough...i am gonna have to change myself...to be a better person.,..

after what felt like centuries!!

haih

blogging again after quite sometime...sat was fun...its was ym n kumi's birthday...also manu vs malaysia match tiring day but was a blast with friends...sun was just plain...f-ed up!sometimes feels like its a matter of time before the point i break...dont wanna stay at home...cant bare these things...just wanna die...god take me quick!

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blogging after so long...dont know y...just felt like it...currently not thinking anything...just writing whatever that comes to my mind...there's been a lot of things in my mind lately...just feel so disturbed...dont ask y...its just like that...just disappointed with stuffs...y must it happen like that,i dont know...but everything better have a good reason for it...

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currently listening to "JJ lin- Jiang Nan" aka River South

just realised that the song has a good meaning...more like the truth about teenagers love...

today had new student...

n done 90% of my aunty's office powerpoint presentation...its on anti-corruption n bribery...

so basically that calls of my day...so long...

wondering!

wonder y .... chat all of sudden...n thats to ask certain questions...whats next??!!

fuck off my life!!

nothing to say...got a msg few minutes ago...which i wanted to ignore but i just couldnt!!dont know whats happening to me...when is it gonna be over!!but right now i just wanna delete all my memories!!!

P.S sorry for the f word...its the best word for me to express my anger....